But most importantly

I think it would be reverent of me to mention again how grateful I am for having you in my life ( as of now )

Or in Homer Simpson's case, so far.

You've never failed to give me moral ( & actually, any kind of ) support that really motivates me to stay as the person I want to be. 

I'm really glad I actually gave a fuck to people who dm me on twitter, & how I'm so nice to people I don't really know ( eg, support them at their soccer match ? ) 

I'm awfully lucky to have you here with me always & today was one of the best days I've spent with you. These are one of the many days that you've showed me so much .. Let me think uhm devotion, fidelity & adornment ?? which I am really really thankful for.

Although sometimes I wished that you'd text me more weird & cheesy stuff ( do u see, you've made me cheesy& now I need you to be cheesy ), I don't think it really matters. 

I despise the fact that I've made you feel like you've never made me happy.

You do make me happy.

Well

Not all the time but, knowing that you're here with me sincerely & dutifully ( if u get what I mean ) is enough for me to feel lucky. [ also that you try to make things better instead of backing out ]

It's hard to find someone who cares about you, cherishes you & is proud of having you. I think that I've kinda found that person, when I cried you were there trying to wipe my tears & you tried to understand the reasons behind it.

Ive been stuck to the expectation of seeing people shun or freeze when that happens.

( it really doesn't happen often & I guess that phase of negativity is over )

It felt really good experiencing a different reaction & outcome.

I'm so thankful dy, you have no idea.

& I pray tonight ( & tbh every other night) that what we wish to have for each other will be fulfilled, good people deserves good things & you deserve so much.

Thankyou for loving me.

& I want you to read the next sentence ( in your deepest sincerity as i do as I'm about to say it )

사랑해 

[ Since you always say that you're 1/4 Korean but you don't know how to speak here's a little homework. ]

Well ain't that freaking cheesy but yea 

I just felt the need to let you know.

& I'm falling asleep.

Goodnight my dear readers.

" Gratitude unlocks the fullness of life. It turns what we have into enough, and more. It turns denial into acceptance, chaos to order, confusion to clarity. It can turn a meal into a feast, a house into a home, a stranger into a friend. "