Late night thoughts i'd thought would be nice to put in for myself in 30 years as i struggle through this week.

Just a throw back to the couple of months i've been trying,
& how i've to put up with many behaviours & people & things & myself included too.
Being in love, maybe.
Having so many things to cope with.

PHEWW.

To the people who make assumptions based on your opinions,
 finding ways and little unreliable sources on their little networks just to try to prove to themselves right, & put a cause for the things that others do.
How pathetic.

To the people who wake up wanting to cry because they fear losing someone & the thought of having to live alone makes them want to die when they know that nothing is worth the pain, get a grip.
You can do this, wake up!

To the people who have been living life great, working things out. However if theres always something pulling them back, they, which might be called "society's judgements", they need someone to show them that society is just a base of the real struggles in this world.
Get over it.

To those who always settle for less, always trying to be satisfied with the mistreat & with the self denial they feed themselves then fine.
If you want to put yourselves in that position, if you think you can live that way for a long time. Go.
But we need you to know that you deserves so much better, & that life is all about give & take. It might be hella tough, but it's gonna pay off. You'll lose a few precious things on the way, you might be unable to sleep one of those nights as you think of the many things you have to sacrifice, however it does pay off.
Live for that passion, let it grow.


Fulfil at least one actual goal in your life.

I'm actually really tired right now. & this is gonna be the earliest i've slept in a month.
I hope it's gonna be a productive wednesday.

Sooo much on my hands right now.
I've got to spend some time alone.
Soon.
Rest before i fall very sick.