I knew

Wow it's late at night & I remember it all again how it sucks to plan the future and turns out whatever you wanted to do's gotta be thrown aside right cause things don't always go the way you want it to, people change as well. God this feeling sucks. But the honest truth was, that he left me. 

He left me awhile ago. When he stopped trying as hard, when he told himself that I wasn't the one, & that made me unworthy of his time. That was the time I should've known, that it was over but geez I didn't know because we both still wanted it but I was trying so hard I didn't see it. Whatever it is it's all over now, now it's just my turn to let go. 

And it's going well. I'll be okay. 

I'm surprised.

I'm strong AF. 

Sincerely,

 Big girl.