Sian it's 4:46am & im right beside my best friend but I can't wake her up to cry with a hug cause I don't even know why l feel so shitty!!!!!!!!!!! I don't have an explaination for this. & it's not even worth my sleep time right now. 

I think it's fucking lame that I have a blog at this age & I come here when I need my space but then again I put it up on social media so I don't really know what to call this so what is this now. 

Dulan wtf