When you start to know someone, all their physical characteristics start to disappear. You begin to dwell in their energy, recognize the scent of their skin. You see only the essence of the person, not the shell. That’s why you can’t fall in love with beauty. You can lust after it, be infatuated by it, want to own it. You can love it with your eyes and your body but not your heart. And that’s why, when you really connect with a person’s inner self, any physical imperfections disappear, become irrelevant.

—	Lisa Unger, Beautiful Lies

This has been (by far) one of the best weeks ever

I used to be salty bout shit like this, but I learnt from time and with faith that the right person will make me feel & motivate me the way they do. 

This is so sweet tho 

 

I'm closer than ever before, but I hope 🤞that I don't have to try that hard anymore 

FYP SHOULD BE EASY PEASY

Fucking up is tiring 

Omg......................

Omg I suck. Why does the world revolve so much around things we shouldn't care about?? I know that it's basically the evolution of humanity & economics but I don'tuinderstand why it affects me so much. What makes me better?? This? Not feeling shitty so people don't have to deal with this part of me?? No right? "If you can't stand me at my worst you definitely don't deserve me at my best" right???

I'm conflicted again, it's been quite awhile since I've felt this way omg....... 

Why is this really, what is this. Okay I know it's fear and anxiety. But I have shit to do, & I'll find my answer by tomorrow. I promise Mandy!!!! You got this.

Cheer up Mandy

I love you too

OK MANDY U GOT IT GIRL

IF YOU PRAY FOR THE RAIN; DEAL WITH THE MUD TOO

I'm not

Ya my ass

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IM GETTING ALL THE WRONG SIGNALS FML!!!

Now I'm sad

......... this is why I hate my birthdays

...

I Guess I'm finally turning 20 in an hour, it's been so tough. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lmyZMtPVodo

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