PHUKET 2k15 (so is that how people use it)

It's been 4 days in Phuket & to be really honest I am so so blessed. 

I feel irrevocable gratitude towards every little series of unfortunate events that took place in my 18 years of existence.

I am blessed.

Been fed a lot, emotionally, physically & mentally.

Mostly physically. I've been eating a lot.

Gotta hit the pavements again when I'm back. 

Schools going to be a drag but I'll find a way to make it fun again.

Glitch is gonna be insane, with all the workshops & exhibition coming up quicker than I can expect.

I can't can't wait to be back on track. 

It's been 4 days of absolute bliss. 

I am left speechless on my hotel bed, thinking about the whirl of emotions & Shit I've been up to the past few days. 

It's been a brawl, a little more hectic than I expected. But it was amazing. 

2.2 here I come! 

I'll be back stronger, tougher & I'll make the most out of everything. 

Been away from everything for awhile. I'll be back to school, & it's gonna be tough.

I've been feeling full again, really. I've never expected myself to recover this quick. I've been fooling around, I've been a bitch & I've been a saint. It's weird how I've switched so much in 4 months. 

I'm going to get there. I promised & I will go do it.

" Walk the walk if you're gonna talk the talk. "

Why yes, & I have been blessed with this one who calls me tohkia/Pepek. I will redo whatever's right, & erase whatever's been wronged. I guess we all take time to get to our 100%. 

I might get there in afew years, I might never get there. But many years ago, I was so far away from where I lay now. & I'd say that this must go out to whoever's been here by my side.

& of course, again all the shit I been putting myself into.

I feel at home again.

At home on my own.

Feels good to be independent.

"Bitch you'll fucking rule the world."

Oh nanaz, I'll get there when you will. 

I love you guys. 

I'm heading back to SG tomorrow: it's gonna be a tiring day. & ill be meeting Pepek on Saturday, I'll pick up my work on Saturday as well. It's gonna be crazy. 

My last dreadful Sunday for awhile would be filled up by Google & OCS. I'll see you there Bree! 

& for now it's 2:49am in Phuket. 

MAN IVE GOTTA REST UP.

& I really have to keep reading.

(My tenses are giving me myself a headache)

Goodnight hunnies.