Actually last night I was lying asleep at pekz place as his parents are overseas and i haven't seen him much in fact for the whole week and I was staring at the window at the clouds & the moon and his closet thinking about how things have evolved within ants & humans and how I've suddenly turned 19 and I wasn't even prepared for it and many other stuff that I don't remember of and I started tearing up because everything is very melancholic for me at the moment ( but I'm very okay)