I'm on bus 80 now and I'm emotional with the fact that so much has happened & I have learnt so much over the last 2 years and I am so fucking Glad. I've climbed the biggest ladder of my life and that's the ladder of reality & acceptance. I'm really thankful for whoever that's been with me this entire time & also my parents for being so patient through all that I've been going through despite not being able to understand me wholeheartedly.
I know you guys love me so much & I do too, I'm thankful for this family for accepting my choices & what I love, it was that's love & I am, beyond grateful for everything basically. It's gonna be a good life as I make it happen. I'll promise to stay vigilant in every aspect, to be kind & to be myself.
I Guess that's all that matters. Aging happens to everyone, let's not beat each other over it, I'm going to love myself more over time. Time isn't waiting for me.
I'll do this right. No more expectations, I'll come to a point where I'm 60 & I won't be able to say this anymore. That I'm really upset to be older, cause it just happens, at least now I have the excuse of being young and childish to say these kinds of things so here's to many more years of ratchet mess, to vices, to being a retard everywhere I go & to being a kid whenever I want to, to do whatever the fuck I want, to be ignorant on the topic of politics and whatsoever.
I've made plans for myself, & this 19 year old will make it!!!!
It's 12 already HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA fuck me, happy birthday Mandy, I love you.
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