Sian.

Wow it fucking hurts to feel the pain after trying to be strong for over a week. It's hard to swallow that someone who loved you just let you go. Guess that shows that I really really still love him. Mm. "That's life, life's a bitch." Yea right it is HAHAHAHAAH. I'm thankful. I'll work for it. It's the best for you I'll do it, I just have to let you be,  let it go. Please be happier. I really really want the best for you. Just go live a good life ok!! Im sure time will heal me. Just not yet. I'm finally showing it. I can't pretend that I'm not sad, & I can't pretend that I'm ok for now. But Ill be, I just hope you're okay.