I've been good, it's been great. He must be happy seeing me struggling through this. He became heartless through all my emotions. & who am I to comment? He's nothing to me now. & I will keep pushing this. Keep healing till I find something amazing I can look up to and say "hey, maybe I had to go through all that just so I was ready for this." Or one day when I see him again in the streets with someone else I can be able to smile & tell myself "hey, I'm glad he found someone better, & I'm glad I'm doing great & we didn't have to be stuck suffocated together."
Maybe I just wished he didn't have to leave it badly, I didn't deserve all that. Which is why I'm still healing, I'm moving on from all the hurt that I've gotten.
Thanks to you, I'll get stronger.
Thanks for your love, I learnt how to love. Maybe I'm still new at it. But I'll get better.
I can't wait to be at Manila, I can't wait to meet all the amazing people, I can't wait to do many things. & I can't wait to move on completely.
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