What matters is that you're improving.

I've been doing better, I haven't cried too much. I haven't been able to sleep, but that might just be my own health issues. 

I hope things go well for me the next few years. I'll find better things to linger onto. I'll find better reasons & peole to hold onto. & I'll be able to see more of emergence & appalence that I need to way earlier than I should. I will be better, & I will be so good no one can ignore me. I will be so good people are gonna hate me. Just like how you're hating me, I will take it as motivation to get better. So that one day I can take anyone who broke me sincerely for breaking me, for they got me to where I'm going to be, & wherever I end up at. I will be grateful. I will be hardworking, I will be humble, & I will keep learning. I will appreciate, I will understand. I will compromise. & I learnt that the hard way; I will make sure it happens. 

Haha, I guess there's always a rainbow after a storm. I'll be having a crazy day tomorrow! Interviews & gatherings. & I just can't wait for Thursday morning! 

Goodnight Mandy (-: