Oh my god I'm so tired and sad and icky and confused I don't know what to do anymore. I wished I could just disappear for awhile and come back when this shit feels fall over but I need to overcome this I don't know how. I don't even know what's going on???????????

Let me be a little shit for awhile, just tonight. I'll be a little shit for tonight & I promise to be better tomorrow. I fucking promise.